October 9, 2004

• …countdown…

  …that I can talk and talk and to anyone listening, it’s only air–too rich a diet to be swallowed by a mundane world…

  I’ve been doing a lot of thinking as of late, about life, about love, about life and love, just everything. I haven’t arrived at any formal conclusions, but I have realized that they both suck, for me at least…

  I’m not perfect, I know that. I can’t do everything, I know that as well. So I wonder, what would the world be like if I weren’t here anymore? I doubt much would change. I know my family would miss me, and maybe a couple of friends, but as always, life goes on. I went up to the top of the hill last night and as I looked down onto the city and campus, I realized just how small and insignificant I was compared to the vastness of this world. The countdown begins…

  • 9:36 pm
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