March 25, 2004
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…spring break…
I’m on Spring Break right now, although it doesn’t seem much like a break. The plan this break was to travel, but people bailed out on me at the last minute and so I wound up getting stuck in Berkeley instead. I decided to just work because I figured that I might as well be productive since I’m already going to be here. I kind of wish I had gone back home to SoCal, but oh well. I’m pretty irritated with work right now because we have to do this stupid project in which we have to merge duplicate accounts, and it’s a total pain in the ass. If we had only had the ability to merge all these people in the first place, we wouldn’t have to go through 2500 pages worth of this excruciatingly painful task now. Ugh, I hate inefficiency! On a brighter note, Thery and Courtney are flying in tomorrow night, so it’ll be a lot of good times when they get here. Unfortunately though, I couldn’t get out of the weekend shift so I’m stuck working at Blue and Gold. Perhaps they can go on a tour of Alcatraz or do some other touristy stuff while I’m at work, then we can party at night. I guess I’ll figure it out when they get here…
I worked out for two full hours yesterday, and that felt really good. I’m really trying to be consistent about working out, and thus far, I’m doing a good job at it. Hopefully the results will be more visible soon, but regardless, I’m feeling good about staying healthy and fit. Perhaps I’ll try to wake up earlier once break is over and actually do two hour workout sessions instead of the regular one hour sessions that I do, but that’ll require a lot of time commitment, so we’ll see…
I’m trying to be productive and do my work before Thery and Courtney get here, but I haven’t really worked on either of my papers. I have done a fair amount of reading for my English class though, but I still need to work on the script for my film class. Additionally, I think I’m going to be good and apply to a lot of scholarships while there’s still some break time left, but we’ll see. Hopefully I’ll get some, but it’s always so competitive. Oh well, I think I stand a good chance at winning some more scholarships though. With the threat of fees being raised even more for next year, I’m kind of afraid that I’ll really need these scholarships to stay afloat, but I guess I can always cut back on my spending so I don’t have to work as hard at keeping a positive balance in my bank accounts, but shopping is just sooooo much fun!!!
So I’ve been rather socially active as of late, although the whole dating thing is still rather new to me. It’s been about two years since I last dated and I think my game has aged a bit, that’s assuming I had any game in the first place, but yeah, I feel like a total newbie at it. There are some definite interests and potential that I see in some of these guys, but I think it’s too early to really be able to tell if anything will materialize out of it. I think I’m over my rebound stage and would enjoy the intimacy of being with someone again, but I’m going to try to keep my options open and not jump the gun. Ah love, such a complex emotion…
Complete
Sometimes I dream
That my life is complete
That I’ve everything I want
I’ve everything I needWhen morning comes
I turn over to find
My life is complete
I have you by my side.
