January 25, 2004
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…flakes…
Why is it that people can’t ever commit to anything? More importantly, why can’t people think beyond themselves and be more considerate of others? I’m so totally fed up with people flaking on me and am at my boiling point now. It’s funny how when people need something from you, they act like they’re your best friend and all of a sudden want to hang out with you, but after they get what they want, then you’re useless to them again. How fucked up is that?! I so can’t stand users! I’m sick and tired of being treated like a fuckin’ rug for people to walk all over! I think I need to purge some people out of my life, people who’ve done nothing but take, take, and take from my life. I mean, seriously, like if I ask you to hang out or go somewhere and you’re down with it, then let’s go, but don’t be a bitch about it and not even call me to tell me that you don’t want to go anymore. You can at least be courteous enough to call me yourself and tell me beforehand so I don’t have to get ready for nothing. Ugh! And people always complain about me doing too much and never really having any time to have fun and stuff, well shit, if I hadn’t been flaked on so many times, maybe I’d start to invest some time in hanging out again as opposed to being productive and getting shit done. Whatever, fuck it, fuck it all! Sorry, I don’t normally use this language in my writings, but I’m a bit miffed right now, and I have more important things to do and worry about than being civil, especially to and about people who don’t even care anyway.
